Far Away From Success.

A : " Hey , you want this? "

B : " Dont't want. "

A : " Hmm.. Then this leh? "

B : " Nah."

A : " Then how about that one? "

B : " Nope!"

A : " Okay , then what you want? "

B : " I dont know. "

I'm 'B' .

I know what I don't want , but I don't know what I want.
I don't know where I want to go after O's.
Okay. I'm going for Poly.
But I don't know what course to take. I don't know what I'm interested. I don't know what I'm good at.

It's May , 13days day to O'level MT paper. I'm not ready. I can't write, I can't use the right chinese words.> gg.com
But think in another way , and it's like this.
There's still 12days to O'level MT. I still have 12days to learn those words. I still have time to be ready for it.
And I should not waste anymore time, beacuse there's only 12days.

Got back all midyr papers. Disappointment. Horrible. I felt hopeless, not because I did badly. Because I wasn't discipline enough to study.
I need to control my emotional , and not let it control me. An emotional decision is often a wrong decision.
I need to push myself. I need to stay focus. I need to know my goals. I'm losing my bearing.
I want to score well for my O'level , if I'm going to cry , it's gonna be the tears of joy.
5 More Months, I'm Gonna Take You On.

It's pretty hard for people to understand how I'm feeling. I seriously need courtless of encouragements , succor and faith from you people to keep me going.

Now , I need a planner for this June. Intensive Remedials , Trianings , Youth Cup , Self-Revision.
Give it all-out.

No More Disappointment.
Running out of time // There's still a little time.